I couldn’t put a finger to it, but I recently realized that I was a depressing and pessimistic soul.
Nobody thought me depressingwords. I worked on making myself depressed effortlessly.
Have I grown this year?
I ask myself a lot this question but I really can’t answer. But I’ll tell you this. I found God. No scratch that. I’m on a constant journey of finding God. It’s more like a quest. So I’ll say that I’ve grown in my relationship with Him and sometimes I think that I hear Him speak to me. Sometimes. It’s very rare but it happens.
I’m a bundle of light and optimism. I like to encourage people even if it’s a puny attempt. I like to try anyway. And I don’t just tell them to make them feel good, I believe in it – what i say and in the person.
It’s all in you.
So I’ve chosen happiness over depression, sadness and pessimism.
Life is simple unless you’re not.
I stumbled on the aforementioned quote as someone’s twitter bio about two years ago. I didn’t understand but it stuck. I didn’t believe that it was possible or even made sense. Now it does. Life is that simple when you have God.
Lemme tell you one lily-secret. Her biggest fear is her. There! I said it. That’s a step I think – talking about it. So she goes into 2014. Scratch that . She goes into the next hour with these words:
do it afraid
No. Matter. What. You. Are. Going. Through. There’s. A. Lot. To. Be. Thankful. For.